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And my ideas fade and fade and fade

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 16, 2009, 6:11 PM


No header/foot today, sorry guys >_< I don't feel like finding it.

Well I'm in a drawing slump. Seriously. The closest I am am to finishing something is a drawing I started way back in August. I don't know what's wrong with me guys D:
I'm hoping that if I do a few contest entries to fuel my fire I'll get back into drawing like I used to T_T
I miss the times when I drew without restraint, no fears of messing up.... no fears of how bad it looked at the start.... I would just keep working on a drawing until I was satisfied with it... now if it doesn't look good I get frustrated and get rid of it.
It might just be the pressure I'm putting on myself to improve... but when you boil all of it down, its the petty fear of not being good enough.
At my classes I have no problem painting a picture, slaving over line movement with a colored pencil, making sure I have the pattern for a pair of pants traced perfectly, or working for hours on a single drawing.... but when I'm on my own I can't seem to create.
I'm hoping I can clear up the fear and work with no restraints soon, because this is honestly just depressing.

~PS I have pink eye.... and because I'm an idiot I got it in both eyes. ¬_¬

~Friends~
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  • Mood: Stunned
  • Listening to: Lamp Halo Zeromancer
  • Reading: over my design journal
  • Watching: the sky darken
  • Eating: pudding cake [the meaning of life]
  • Drinking: iced tea [<33333]

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Likes - Yugioh 5Ds/GX/DM drawing, writing, painting, photography, the color purple, the dark, anime/manga, Iced Tea <3, being happy, randomness, sunset, clouds, the Lion King, the Beatles, funky clothes, cosplay, most fruit, chocolate, autumn, cats, TCGs, being myself, biology, chemistry, shiny things, sleeping in, staying up late, going out late, the way my mind works, My wonderful friends, being lazy, Japanese foods, Sea foods, crabs [lol], my brothers, reading, cooking/baking, taking long walks, J walking, colors

Dislikes - Bananas, melons, doughnuts, lotiony things, being sick, cold weather, temperatures above 85 degrees Fahrenheit, winter, not fun times, commercials, country music, rap, not being able to see very well, surgery, hospitals, when people feel bad for me for any reason, age segregation, prejudice, bright lights, loud noises, sirens, fire alarms, that creeping feeling I get in certain areas of my house, my basement [cough cellar cough], not having a book to read, writer's block, artist's block, backpacks

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  • Current Residence: under your bed
  • Interests: Arts
  • Favourite band or musician: the Beatles
  • Favourite genre of music: rock, Jrock, alt.rock, Alt-there is a difference-, pretty much anything
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe
  • Favourite photographer: the ones from National Geo
  • Favourite style of art: pencil.
  • Operating System: Mac 10.5 [Leopard]
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod touch
  • Shell of choice: a nice one from the beach ^^
  • Favourite game: .hack//G.U.
  • Favourite gaming platform: I like any one I can my hands on
  • Tools of the Trade: everything on my art desk

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thanks for the faves babe ;)

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hey wat is you name again? the one for the cosplay regimen??

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r u the girl with white-blond hair and purple streaks in it from waterford day

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hey, what is your fav anime character?! im drawing an ID for STU and im drawing you as one of your OC's or better yet an already existing char. please respond! it is me moonrosemikioko!

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